Hello Everyone,
These past few weeks have been pretty crazy. I apologize for the shortness of my last few E-mails and for the certain lack of written mail. I've been pretty stripped for time. Also you may have noticed I've pulled out some more money from my account. That is because I don't have any! We still haven't gotten reimbursed for last month and there's still a week left in this month. Luckily a decently sized good meal only costs a dollar here.
My new companions name is Elder Oliger. I would describe him as fairly short, very hungry, good hearten and simple.
He showed me his I.D. from back in high school. He's gained 100 pounds since then. Ouch. But, he's a great companion. I had decided to speak only Thai to him as I mentioned before, well, I'm still doing it. It's quite difficult sometimes, but it's also a very good thing that I've tried. Specifically, because his Thai is a little unclear, and I am in a position to where I need to lead the area. I hope I can help him out with his goals and good desires for this "moves" (I think Thailand is the only place that uses the word moves instead of transfers, which has nothing to do with Thai). He's been out for about a year now and this would be his 8th moves. I am his first junior companion. I'm grateful for the opportunity for growth that this situation provides me. I know that the Lord qualifies his called. If I need to speak the language to do this, the Lord will help me for sure. Already he has!
This last Sunday was a baptism of one of my old original investigators before the two other Elders came in and split the area. His baptism was going to be before, but it ended up then. He's overcome Tuberculosis, smoking, his addiction of soda. He's come a long long ways.
This Moves President dodge announced a reallocation of the target number of missionaries in Asia. They are going to decrease the amount of missionaries in the Asia sector and increase the number everywhere else. Specifically for Thailand this means a 25% decrease of missionaries, which is about 40 missionaries. That's a huge change. But, this change does not mean less baptism or less people in Thailand hearing the Word of God. It means that the members are going to have to take the responsibility, and increased roll in missionary work. The Ideal situation for us teachers of religion is that the members will be the finders and the missionaries will be the teachers.
My district specifically are making goals to help inspire the members to a new vision of missionary work in the future. I think sometimes the things we are sooo incredibly blessed with become a bit mundane. The irony is that the primary answers are so important that we hear them all the time and because we hear them all the time we don't think about their importance. The last time that we had a spiritually uplifting experience should be the last time we prayed. In church a lot of times we teach about truths without thinking about what the truths mean, who they come from. My personal goal for my area in Thailand is to help the ward change from a school like mundane feeling to rejoicing in Christ. I hope they can remember the Spirit they felt when they were baptized and be excited about their progression!
I'm reminded of when the angel came down to Nephi to tell him about Christ's birth and gave him permission, maybe even a charge to rejoice.
Some little changes that my district is starting to do is sing hymns when we teach and before meetings, we're going to start singing hymns after church on Sunday and invite anyone to come join us learn the hymns. (The Thai people in general love the hymns and the majority of them can't read music or sing very well because they don't get trained in school like us farangs). I love the power of music. We are also going to start a missionary bulletin board at church (yeah there's a church bulletin in every church even around the world) and start missionary training as well. Those are a few changes. In general I hope to change myself to be more excited and to pray with more energy.
I would like to mention about the power of reading the Scriptures every day, mighty prayer, and going to church. There's nothing better than these to prepare us to be let by the Spirit. When anyone we teach is having a rough time and feels like they can't get over it, always they're lacking at least one of the three.
Last week I went and picked up my new pants. It feels nice to have pants designed to my body and look classy too. After that I went to a nightmarish place. It was horrible. It was a giant mall with levels underground and the most amount of everything anyone would ever want to buy, and all for cheap. Crystal would have a hay day.
And it doesn't help that I speak Thai and can ask them to lower their prices which are raised because lots of foreigners go there. I should definitely not take any females there in the future. Yeah. But the good thing is that I bought 12 neckties for less than 6$.
Well, time to go. If you have any questions about Thailand and my investigators and such, feel free to ask. I don't know what to talk about, I just tell you my feelings.
Thailand is awesome. You all are awesome-er!
Love you all,
Elder Lilly
Jan 28, 2009
Jan 20, 2009
Good Morning
Dear Family,
Well, I hope you enjoyed the silly comparisons in my last E-mail. Even though the members are indispensable because of the friendship and support that they provide (much more than the Missionaries), I can never forget the power and authority of the calling of the Missionaries. The Lord truly invests a lot in the missionaries.
Today is the last day of this "Moves." All of the Elders and Sisters in Bangkok will meet together and wish the departing missionaries farewell, introduce the new missionaries and then find out where we are going and who our new companions are. Lastly, the departing missionaries will split up and share some good advice. Then it's good-bye and off to work with the new changes.
My companion, Elder Ewing, is moving tomorrow. The other three Elders in Bangkhae: Elder Miles, Elder Blackhurst and I are staying here for another move. We won't find out who my companion is or where Elder Ewing goes until tomorrow. Until then, we've got a lot of preparation and packing to do today. This move is especially chaotic with one of our senior missionaries going home; specifically the one who managed the money transfers.
Monday was our district meeting as usual. Elder Ewing, being the senior missionary in Bangkhae, is the district leader. This particular meeting was very memorable. We started the meeting by reviewing the progress and experiences that we had from the subject of the week before, namely: how we can find a way to improve our use of the scriptures when we teach and invite; the scriptures being the word of God, the key stone of our religion, the source of testimony, the difference between those who progress and those who don't, and so forth. Instead of having a prepared lesson to teach us all, Elder Ewing opened the opportunity for each of us to do a personal study of the Atonement of Jesus Christ. We can never truly understand the Atonement. Because of that, we may not even try to understand it. But, we can never understand the atonement enough. We spent about twenty minutes alone in study. When we came together again we didn't share what we learned personally. Even though I bear testimony every day, for some reason it's different sharing in a small group as we were in as a family of missionaries. That morning I think we rejoiced in Christ the way we should do. After we bore our testimonies and gave thanks, we sang. It was such a great experience, and a good reminder of why we are here and what we are helping people to achieve.
I would like to recommend listening to the music from Michael McClane (Mcclain?) It's a musical play called The Garden. It's about the Atonement.
I'm very grateful for your prayers and Love. Good luck to Diana with her Tonsils (and friends looking at the lack of thereof) :) Reminds me of when we got our wisdom teeth out.
I need to go but I might come back this afternoon.
Love you all!
Elder Lilly
Well, I hope you enjoyed the silly comparisons in my last E-mail. Even though the members are indispensable because of the friendship and support that they provide (much more than the Missionaries), I can never forget the power and authority of the calling of the Missionaries. The Lord truly invests a lot in the missionaries.
Today is the last day of this "Moves." All of the Elders and Sisters in Bangkok will meet together and wish the departing missionaries farewell, introduce the new missionaries and then find out where we are going and who our new companions are. Lastly, the departing missionaries will split up and share some good advice. Then it's good-bye and off to work with the new changes.
My companion, Elder Ewing, is moving tomorrow. The other three Elders in Bangkhae: Elder Miles, Elder Blackhurst and I are staying here for another move. We won't find out who my companion is or where Elder Ewing goes until tomorrow. Until then, we've got a lot of preparation and packing to do today. This move is especially chaotic with one of our senior missionaries going home; specifically the one who managed the money transfers.
Monday was our district meeting as usual. Elder Ewing, being the senior missionary in Bangkhae, is the district leader. This particular meeting was very memorable. We started the meeting by reviewing the progress and experiences that we had from the subject of the week before, namely: how we can find a way to improve our use of the scriptures when we teach and invite; the scriptures being the word of God, the key stone of our religion, the source of testimony, the difference between those who progress and those who don't, and so forth. Instead of having a prepared lesson to teach us all, Elder Ewing opened the opportunity for each of us to do a personal study of the Atonement of Jesus Christ. We can never truly understand the Atonement. Because of that, we may not even try to understand it. But, we can never understand the atonement enough. We spent about twenty minutes alone in study. When we came together again we didn't share what we learned personally. Even though I bear testimony every day, for some reason it's different sharing in a small group as we were in as a family of missionaries. That morning I think we rejoiced in Christ the way we should do. After we bore our testimonies and gave thanks, we sang. It was such a great experience, and a good reminder of why we are here and what we are helping people to achieve.
I would like to recommend listening to the music from Michael McClane (Mcclain?) It's a musical play called The Garden. It's about the Atonement.
I'm very grateful for your prayers and Love. Good luck to Diana with her Tonsils (and friends looking at the lack of thereof) :) Reminds me of when we got our wisdom teeth out.
I need to go but I might come back this afternoon.
Love you all!
Elder Lilly
Jan 13, 2009
Let's Make Like a Tree and Get Out of Here
Dear Family,
I'm still doing good.
The day before the baptism of Sang and Naa, there was a fight. Perhaps a combination of hormones from pregnancy and the work of the adversary brought Sang and Naa to tears. Naa threatened to quit. Leave. Forget everything and get an abortion. Families are much more difficult to teach because of the split focus between the needs of the people. But in this case the miracle of family came through. Sang assured Naa that on the morrow they were going to be reborn and start a new life. Families can pull each other together where the missionaries would be useless. The same goes for member friends. If Sang didn't have Naa he wouldn't have made. If Naa didn't have Sang, she wouldn't have made it. Yet they both pulled through and supported each other. Now they are doing awesome, happier than ever. With brother Auri helping teach and befriend them... well, let's just say he's like the artillery behind the front lines, the air support behind the infantry, the siege tank. We're just there pecking at the enemy while the big guns tear them up. He's pretty indispensable. And while we're gone with our other investigators, or returned to base sleeping, he's still there up all night, firing away, answering all of there questions.
Yeah, he's awesome.
Then there's President Typ. He is so good at explaining doctrines to understanding. We bring him to the most desperate situations. If someone just doesn't understand or if they are starting to waver in their conviction, that's when we send him in. By the end the investigators are enlightened. You could compare him to our yamato cannon... our golden gun.
Something interesting about Thai people in general is that they understand through comparisons. That's one of the reasons why President Typ. is so good.
I have some more experiences I'd like to share but like that guy that failed at Jeopardy, I'm just out of time.
Love,
Elder Lilly
I'm still doing good.
The day before the baptism of Sang and Naa, there was a fight. Perhaps a combination of hormones from pregnancy and the work of the adversary brought Sang and Naa to tears. Naa threatened to quit. Leave. Forget everything and get an abortion. Families are much more difficult to teach because of the split focus between the needs of the people. But in this case the miracle of family came through. Sang assured Naa that on the morrow they were going to be reborn and start a new life. Families can pull each other together where the missionaries would be useless. The same goes for member friends. If Sang didn't have Naa he wouldn't have made. If Naa didn't have Sang, she wouldn't have made it. Yet they both pulled through and supported each other. Now they are doing awesome, happier than ever. With brother Auri helping teach and befriend them... well, let's just say he's like the artillery behind the front lines, the air support behind the infantry, the siege tank. We're just there pecking at the enemy while the big guns tear them up. He's pretty indispensable. And while we're gone with our other investigators, or returned to base sleeping, he's still there up all night, firing away, answering all of there questions.
Yeah, he's awesome.
Then there's President Typ. He is so good at explaining doctrines to understanding. We bring him to the most desperate situations. If someone just doesn't understand or if they are starting to waver in their conviction, that's when we send him in. By the end the investigators are enlightened. You could compare him to our yamato cannon... our golden gun.
Something interesting about Thai people in general is that they understand through comparisons. That's one of the reasons why President Typ. is so good.
I have some more experiences I'd like to share but like that guy that failed at Jeopardy, I'm just out of time.
Love,
Elder Lilly
Jan 7, 2009
Happy New Year!
Dear Family,
Sadly this ones going to be short. Today was another zone activity. I reaaaaaaaallly wanted to write letters to ever one all day but keeping unity in the zone is more important. I'll have to write you all next week!
There's a ton of things I would like to say. Us missionaries in Thailand cannot go tracting door to door because it's against the law in Thailand. It's not just a mission rule, I discovered. Elder Ewing and I are still doing great. I started speaking only in Thai. It's been about a week now and I have almost only spoken in Thai, a task not very easy. My biggest goal for the New year,besides doing my best every day, is to follow Preach My Gospel. Preach my Gospel comes to us through the apostles and the Prophet. I firmly believe that it is the will of the Lord and the way that He wants us to do missionary work. So, to accomplish this goal I started to study Preach my Gospel and write down all of the things I need to do from it. Among those is speaking the mission Language as much as possible. So, I'm doing it. Already it's been quite the blessing. Elder Blackhurst and I switched off together yesterday. He is the MTC group behind me, so basically he's still struggling to understand much less speak. And being in my area the burden of leading and talking came to me. What a blessing it was to find that I could understand the people that I talked to and even taught the whole first lesson to a new investigator. It was Awesome. But don't think that I was the only one teaching. Elder Blackhurst is doing great (even if he does like to beat on himself) and I made sure that we both had opportunities to bear testimony. Being on a mission has certainly helped my to see clearly what is truly important in life (people).
Sang and Naa are even more awesome as members now, born again and given the gift of the Holy ghost. They told us that they were willing to go teaching with us! That is a true testimony and understanding of the gospel.
We have some new investigators too. :D
Another goal of mine is to build unity in my companionship, district, and zone, and Ward/Branch. We asked for a list of the ward members and their callings and we are working on memorizing them all. We asked for our zones investigators names. We asked for Elder Miles and Blackhursts investigators too. That we we can pray for them all and have power in our prayers. I really want to strive to focus on a section in Preach my Gospel called the Christ like Attributes. No matter how much I work on other things these are always more important. No matter how much I work on these things, I can never be satisfied where I am. I think If we truly understood the Atonement and the Love of Christ it would drive us to change and to act much more than we imagine. When you think you REEEEAAALlly love someone, it's amazing that you can always love them more.
Anyway, I am out of time and a bit beyond. Now I need to be off and teach English once again (every Wednesday eve).
I LOVE YOU ALL,
Elder Lilly
P.S. I happily removed money from my account and am working on getting some new pants tailored. Guys I've eaten too much rice, it's starting to show. Haha I meant to say guess not guys. Oh well.
Sadly this ones going to be short. Today was another zone activity. I reaaaaaaaallly wanted to write letters to ever one all day but keeping unity in the zone is more important. I'll have to write you all next week!
There's a ton of things I would like to say. Us missionaries in Thailand cannot go tracting door to door because it's against the law in Thailand. It's not just a mission rule, I discovered. Elder Ewing and I are still doing great. I started speaking only in Thai. It's been about a week now and I have almost only spoken in Thai, a task not very easy. My biggest goal for the New year,besides doing my best every day, is to follow Preach My Gospel. Preach my Gospel comes to us through the apostles and the Prophet. I firmly believe that it is the will of the Lord and the way that He wants us to do missionary work. So, to accomplish this goal I started to study Preach my Gospel and write down all of the things I need to do from it. Among those is speaking the mission Language as much as possible. So, I'm doing it. Already it's been quite the blessing. Elder Blackhurst and I switched off together yesterday. He is the MTC group behind me, so basically he's still struggling to understand much less speak. And being in my area the burden of leading and talking came to me. What a blessing it was to find that I could understand the people that I talked to and even taught the whole first lesson to a new investigator. It was Awesome. But don't think that I was the only one teaching. Elder Blackhurst is doing great (even if he does like to beat on himself) and I made sure that we both had opportunities to bear testimony. Being on a mission has certainly helped my to see clearly what is truly important in life (people).
Sang and Naa are even more awesome as members now, born again and given the gift of the Holy ghost. They told us that they were willing to go teaching with us! That is a true testimony and understanding of the gospel.
We have some new investigators too. :D
Another goal of mine is to build unity in my companionship, district, and zone, and Ward/Branch. We asked for a list of the ward members and their callings and we are working on memorizing them all. We asked for our zones investigators names. We asked for Elder Miles and Blackhursts investigators too. That we we can pray for them all and have power in our prayers. I really want to strive to focus on a section in Preach my Gospel called the Christ like Attributes. No matter how much I work on other things these are always more important. No matter how much I work on these things, I can never be satisfied where I am. I think If we truly understood the Atonement and the Love of Christ it would drive us to change and to act much more than we imagine. When you think you REEEEAAALlly love someone, it's amazing that you can always love them more.
Anyway, I am out of time and a bit beyond. Now I need to be off and teach English once again (every Wednesday eve).
I LOVE YOU ALL,
Elder Lilly
P.S. I happily removed money from my account and am working on getting some new pants tailored. Guys I've eaten too much rice, it's starting to show. Haha I meant to say guess not guys. Oh well.
Dec 31, 2008
Dear Family,
This Christmas was great! I'm glad I got to talk to you all. Talking to Spencer and Crystal was a bit tricky. I asked my companion to distract the taxi driver while I talked in Thai. It was good fun. When we arrived we boarded the boat, greeted all of the missionaries, and had an enjoyable Christmas cruise/feast. After stuffing our faces full of a Thai American mix of goodness, president dodge called for the White Elephant gift exchange. I had bought a huge blanket with lions, zebras, and elephants on it's face. It was better than downy soft too. Elder Ewing brought a large classic looking harmonica, Elder Blackhurst a sturdy dart board, and Elder Miles a mini air hockey board with batteries included. Gratefully the spirit of Christmas is giving. I ended up with an annoyance making stick. It had a string and a box attached to amplify the rope scratching noise that it makes when you twist it.
The ward Christmas party was Awesome! We, once again, had a great feast followed by the singing of Christmas hymns and reading the nativity. Then Santa came. We were organized in a big circle of chairs around the sacrament room. Then the leaders on a microphone announced the coming of Santa and Started a count down. "3... 2... 1..." (nothing). There was a pause and then the overflow divider burst open as a short fat Thai Santa with, a triangle white cotton beard which had a tiny hole in it for a mouth, and sun glasses bursts in with his arms in the air and stands there glorying in his awesome Santa power. To amplify the hilarity of the moment, it was brother Gunshot who is basically the Thai version of Dwight Shrewt from The Office. He speaks English and is always conspiring in his Shrewd little way. It was funny.
Unfortunately I'm out of time already, but, the baptism this Sunday was a success and Sang and Naa are going to be confirmed this Sunday. They are great people. I've really had an opportunity to exercise faith as I've set goals on my mission so far. So many times in the scriptures the prophets tell us that with faith we can do anything that is expedient in us. I realize that with the Lord we can do anything but what exactly is it that we must do? Then I'm reminded of Lehi the son of King Noah in comparison to the Anti-Nephi-Lehi's. The People of Limhi fought to defend themselves from imminent danger. With trust in the Lord they "fought like Dragons." But the Anti-Nephi-Lehi's also put their trust in the Lord and in prayer they let themselves be killed until a miracle of God converted more than were slain. And those who were slain were surely saved in the Kingdom of God. Both people chose their path and put their Trust in the Lord. As I'm learning more about the Lord I've been able to set my path or my goals, and put my trust in the Lord. I've seen Miracles happen. A mission is sooo tough, but the Lords work is the most important. I'm slowly getting a vision of how important it is, although I doubt I'll ever be able to comprehend in this life. But I love you all and pray for you. Keep progressing, and have a Happy New Year.
Elder Lilly
This Christmas was great! I'm glad I got to talk to you all. Talking to Spencer and Crystal was a bit tricky. I asked my companion to distract the taxi driver while I talked in Thai. It was good fun. When we arrived we boarded the boat, greeted all of the missionaries, and had an enjoyable Christmas cruise/feast. After stuffing our faces full of a Thai American mix of goodness, president dodge called for the White Elephant gift exchange. I had bought a huge blanket with lions, zebras, and elephants on it's face. It was better than downy soft too. Elder Ewing brought a large classic looking harmonica, Elder Blackhurst a sturdy dart board, and Elder Miles a mini air hockey board with batteries included. Gratefully the spirit of Christmas is giving. I ended up with an annoyance making stick. It had a string and a box attached to amplify the rope scratching noise that it makes when you twist it.
The ward Christmas party was Awesome! We, once again, had a great feast followed by the singing of Christmas hymns and reading the nativity. Then Santa came. We were organized in a big circle of chairs around the sacrament room. Then the leaders on a microphone announced the coming of Santa and Started a count down. "3... 2... 1..." (nothing). There was a pause and then the overflow divider burst open as a short fat Thai Santa with, a triangle white cotton beard which had a tiny hole in it for a mouth, and sun glasses bursts in with his arms in the air and stands there glorying in his awesome Santa power. To amplify the hilarity of the moment, it was brother Gunshot who is basically the Thai version of Dwight Shrewt from The Office. He speaks English and is always conspiring in his Shrewd little way. It was funny.
Unfortunately I'm out of time already, but, the baptism this Sunday was a success and Sang and Naa are going to be confirmed this Sunday. They are great people. I've really had an opportunity to exercise faith as I've set goals on my mission so far. So many times in the scriptures the prophets tell us that with faith we can do anything that is expedient in us. I realize that with the Lord we can do anything but what exactly is it that we must do? Then I'm reminded of Lehi the son of King Noah in comparison to the Anti-Nephi-Lehi's. The People of Limhi fought to defend themselves from imminent danger. With trust in the Lord they "fought like Dragons." But the Anti-Nephi-Lehi's also put their trust in the Lord and in prayer they let themselves be killed until a miracle of God converted more than were slain. And those who were slain were surely saved in the Kingdom of God. Both people chose their path and put their Trust in the Lord. As I'm learning more about the Lord I've been able to set my path or my goals, and put my trust in the Lord. I've seen Miracles happen. A mission is sooo tough, but the Lords work is the most important. I'm slowly getting a vision of how important it is, although I doubt I'll ever be able to comprehend in this life. But I love you all and pray for you. Keep progressing, and have a Happy New Year.
Elder Lilly
Dec 17, 2008
Email 12-16-08
Dear Family,
Hello! How's Christmas preparations coming along? I received an awesome package from Crystal that had a CD in it with Christmas music (and some other goods). Thank you Crystal! The two new missionaries brought a CD player and our house has some speakers. The mornings are now filled with awesome music that brings in the Spirit. Things are going well in Thailand. I was so excited to bring in the two new Elders and split the area. I think that this moves is going to be the best moves yet! The names of the two new Elders are Elder Miles and Elder Blackhurst. Elder Miles has been serving in Thailand for about a year already, mostly in the east where they speak Laotian. He is way skilled with a piano. Elder Blackhurst was a part of the Thai group under me. He is skilled at speaking Thai already. Bangkae is his first area. We split the area into east and west. Elder Ewing and I are on the west side. We still are teaching Sang and Nah who are getting baptized on the 28th this month. And they are doing awesome.
Elder Ewing and I have been utilizing our gift for singing by singing hymns to Taxi drivers and at other occasions. The power of music is quite amazing. I love the Christmas season for the time to remember the name of Christ and to rejoice in His life that he sacrificed for us. The importance of his birth and mission and the example of giving he set for us is what Christmas is all about. It sort of alarms me when I see people get distracted by Santa Clause. He's kind of become the distraction of Christmas.
But frosty always comes through. :p
A dragon is not measured by his strength but by his courage and loyalty... And by the heat of your flames!
This moves, because of the split, Elder Ewing and I have had a lot more time to go inviting. It's interesting. We bring people exactly what they need, exactly what they are looking for and don't even know it yet. Some people accept it miraculously. Others reject it completely. I believe that if every one truly had their hearts open they would all accept it.
Whats important for all of us is that we are progressing everyday. I pray that we all are continuing to progress. We all have reason to rejoice in Christ. And we are all part of an awesome family with a royal heritage. That's something I think the Thai people understand a lot deeper and easier than I do. Each of them seems to grasp onto the concept that we become Sons and Daughters of God and that we are all His children. Even though some of them are children in their knowledge of the gospel I still learn from them.
Have an awesome happy Christmas! I'm looking forward to the call from Home. I love you all!
Elder Lilly
Hello! How's Christmas preparations coming along? I received an awesome package from Crystal that had a CD in it with Christmas music (and some other goods). Thank you Crystal! The two new missionaries brought a CD player and our house has some speakers. The mornings are now filled with awesome music that brings in the Spirit. Things are going well in Thailand. I was so excited to bring in the two new Elders and split the area. I think that this moves is going to be the best moves yet! The names of the two new Elders are Elder Miles and Elder Blackhurst. Elder Miles has been serving in Thailand for about a year already, mostly in the east where they speak Laotian. He is way skilled with a piano. Elder Blackhurst was a part of the Thai group under me. He is skilled at speaking Thai already. Bangkae is his first area. We split the area into east and west. Elder Ewing and I are on the west side. We still are teaching Sang and Nah who are getting baptized on the 28th this month. And they are doing awesome.
Elder Ewing and I have been utilizing our gift for singing by singing hymns to Taxi drivers and at other occasions. The power of music is quite amazing. I love the Christmas season for the time to remember the name of Christ and to rejoice in His life that he sacrificed for us. The importance of his birth and mission and the example of giving he set for us is what Christmas is all about. It sort of alarms me when I see people get distracted by Santa Clause. He's kind of become the distraction of Christmas.
But frosty always comes through. :p
A dragon is not measured by his strength but by his courage and loyalty... And by the heat of your flames!
This moves, because of the split, Elder Ewing and I have had a lot more time to go inviting. It's interesting. We bring people exactly what they need, exactly what they are looking for and don't even know it yet. Some people accept it miraculously. Others reject it completely. I believe that if every one truly had their hearts open they would all accept it.
Whats important for all of us is that we are progressing everyday. I pray that we all are continuing to progress. We all have reason to rejoice in Christ. And we are all part of an awesome family with a royal heritage. That's something I think the Thai people understand a lot deeper and easier than I do. Each of them seems to grasp onto the concept that we become Sons and Daughters of God and that we are all His children. Even though some of them are children in their knowledge of the gospel I still learn from them.
Have an awesome happy Christmas! I'm looking forward to the call from Home. I love you all!
Elder Lilly
Dec 10, 2008
Email 12-10-08 Life in Thailand
Dear Family,
Tomorrow is the end of my first moves. We got a call from President Dodge a few days ago. At first he was just checking up on us and seeing how things were going before he gave us the real reason behind his call: he was thinking about splitting the Bangkhae area. Yesterday made it official, Elder Ewing and I are staying here in Bangkhae and we are getting another two Elders who will live in the same house as us. Today has been hectic. We rearranged the whole house, made a sleeping room and two study rooms set up a bunk bed and did a lot of cleaning to boot. Now we hardly have any time to write e-mails, go shopping and prepare to teach English class that we hold every Wednesday night. But, the house looks great. And we put up a mini Christmas tree. It looks sweeet. We've been spreading the Christmas spirit in Thailand. Most people don't really know much about Christmas so we sneakily use it as an opportunity to start a conversation and start teaching about Christ. Yes, we would love to come teach about Christmas at your home. :p Also, we've been helping the people in our ward learn some Christmas songs in English.
I will learn about when they will let us call home tomorrow. I'll let you guys know next week.
So, there is a fruit season and non-fruit season. Right now is not the fruit season. It's still hot outside during the day, and fruit does grow, it's just not the season for it. But even though the weather is still hot, many of the Thai people are freezing. Some of them are wearing scarfs and jackets. Some times it's really nice outside, other times I get a little cold. For the most part I'm comfortable. It's sabai sabai. There's some banana trees in my backyard that are just starting to turn yellow, but the mango tree in the front still doesn't have any fruit. I'd like to send some pictures but that will take a while. I haven't had any time to take pictures! This Moves isn't going to help any time soon. We are going to have to help integrate the new missionaries into the area as well as figure out the logistics of the split. Speaking of new missionaries, the fourteen of the missionaries behind me in the MTC just arrived today. Crazy.
During Switchoffs, where I switched with Elder Hunts, I was standing near a mall where we were meeting an investigator when I saw a random farang couple. I smiled and said hi and they asked me where I was from. "Gilbert--oh we have grand-kids in Gilbert!" (something like that) Then she wanted my house phone so that she could call. She and her husband were very nice. I didn't recognize them at all but I was wondering when she would call home. I'm glad she got to talk to you!
I'm looking forward to calling home. True happiness is found in service so spread the Christmas spirit!
Also if anyone has any personal stories about tithing or fasting that they would like to share, I would love to hear them.
Love,
Elder Lilly
Tomorrow is the end of my first moves. We got a call from President Dodge a few days ago. At first he was just checking up on us and seeing how things were going before he gave us the real reason behind his call: he was thinking about splitting the Bangkhae area. Yesterday made it official, Elder Ewing and I are staying here in Bangkhae and we are getting another two Elders who will live in the same house as us. Today has been hectic. We rearranged the whole house, made a sleeping room and two study rooms set up a bunk bed and did a lot of cleaning to boot. Now we hardly have any time to write e-mails, go shopping and prepare to teach English class that we hold every Wednesday night. But, the house looks great. And we put up a mini Christmas tree. It looks sweeet. We've been spreading the Christmas spirit in Thailand. Most people don't really know much about Christmas so we sneakily use it as an opportunity to start a conversation and start teaching about Christ. Yes, we would love to come teach about Christmas at your home. :p Also, we've been helping the people in our ward learn some Christmas songs in English.
I will learn about when they will let us call home tomorrow. I'll let you guys know next week.
So, there is a fruit season and non-fruit season. Right now is not the fruit season. It's still hot outside during the day, and fruit does grow, it's just not the season for it. But even though the weather is still hot, many of the Thai people are freezing. Some of them are wearing scarfs and jackets. Some times it's really nice outside, other times I get a little cold. For the most part I'm comfortable. It's sabai sabai. There's some banana trees in my backyard that are just starting to turn yellow, but the mango tree in the front still doesn't have any fruit. I'd like to send some pictures but that will take a while. I haven't had any time to take pictures! This Moves isn't going to help any time soon. We are going to have to help integrate the new missionaries into the area as well as figure out the logistics of the split. Speaking of new missionaries, the fourteen of the missionaries behind me in the MTC just arrived today. Crazy.
During Switchoffs, where I switched with Elder Hunts, I was standing near a mall where we were meeting an investigator when I saw a random farang couple. I smiled and said hi and they asked me where I was from. "Gilbert--oh we have grand-kids in Gilbert!" (something like that) Then she wanted my house phone so that she could call. She and her husband were very nice. I didn't recognize them at all but I was wondering when she would call home. I'm glad she got to talk to you!
I'm looking forward to calling home. True happiness is found in service so spread the Christmas spirit!
Also if anyone has any personal stories about tithing or fasting that they would like to share, I would love to hear them.
Love,
Elder Lilly
Dec 3, 2008
Email 12-02-08 Miracles and Thanksgiving
Dear Family,
This last week has been a very interesting experience. I haven't mentioned the names of the investigators who I have been referring to yet, mostly because It's kind of private, and because their names are unpronounceable in the English alphabet, but they all go by nicknames anyway so you'll never know!
Tawadchai (the one who had Tuberculosis) is completely healed, and he quit smoking (I think it's been about a week now since he stopped). He told us before he got the letter in the mail from the doctor that he felt great as if he were healed, and he was determined to stop smoking that day. He has been doing amazing ever since. And now he is helping us teach his 11 year old son. I got to watch his enthusiasm as he helped explain to Ode about Joseph Smith and Heavenly Father. Just yesterday we taught him the law of Tithing and he accepted that commitment after baptism gladly.
Then there's Sang and Naah, the couple who had read in the Book of Mormon everyday between the week of our first appointment and the second. When we saw them two days ago, Sang told us that since he started seeing us he decided that he should quit drinking Alcohol. He told us about the effort he made so far. It wasn't easy. We hadn't mentioned anything about the word of wisdom yet. I guess we'll do that next time. They are so great to visit each week. They committed to visiting with us three times a week to prepare them for baptism before the new year. I hope they make it!
Boy is an investigator that we have been seeing for a while now. We had no clue at all that he was a smoker. The member who we brought along for that lesson was a miracle. He is 40 years old but he looks like he is maybe 28 or 30. He actually quit smoking over several years before he was baptized. But he was a great testament of the Word of Wisdom and how it helped him be as awesome as he is now. Boy is 30 years old and he was amazed. He was set on quitting that night and seeing how long he could go before setting a goal to quit. But with the help of the Lord and his faith, and a lot of prayer, he hasn't gone back yet. Then we also taught him about the Law of Tithing and the blessings from sacrifice. He is excited as well. He asked us about our missions. We told him how the Apostles and the Prophet received revelation for where we should go and then we go and learn the language. He thought that that was the coolest thing.
All of the investigators who stay and progress are miracles.
As far as thanksgiving is concerned, I'm sure it wasn't nearly as awesome as back home. The experience was more of an eye opening perspective changing one. The house we went to was huge! It was really fancy and there was tons of extra from the 20 people who ate with us. I sat next to a man who makes a living buying Stuff for really cheap from all around the world, especially Thailand where he lives most often, and sells the stuff for 3000% on e-bay. His life is an adventure traveling from place to place all around the world, sometimes for business, mostly for vacation (he is really wealthy). He's been to all of the "best" places and sites. He's climbed mount Everest three times. He explained that he has The Life. All you have to do is find a wife who is adventurous and not mind spending time with family because you only see them maybe once or twice a year. He also said he divorced once. I just kinda listened and marveled while I stuffed my face full of good food. I would be content living in a room with only my family. It was quite a contrast from the lives of the investigators and people that I visit and live around each day. The thanksgiving meal was very good, but, it really didn't compare to the homemade cheese Burger that I sacrificed over.
To say the least it was interesting seeing what was important to him.
Well, I need to go. This week I am basically sick. I don't feel so good. But I'm getting better and I'm confident that I'll be back up and at full capacity in a day or two. Thailand has the best juice I have ever tasted before. And Elder Ewing and I made a grilled cheese sandwich with tomato soup. The Ants here are evil. One of the missionaries who was returning home said in his last words "If you can't beat them, eat them." I tried the alternative... microwaving the ants until they go to the sides of the plate. Works like a charm.
And to answer Crystals Question about the weather. There are seasons here. Right now it's great Arizona weather but the Thai people are freezing. I'll finish talking about it later.
Love Elder Lilly
This last week has been a very interesting experience. I haven't mentioned the names of the investigators who I have been referring to yet, mostly because It's kind of private, and because their names are unpronounceable in the English alphabet, but they all go by nicknames anyway so you'll never know!
Tawadchai (the one who had Tuberculosis) is completely healed, and he quit smoking (I think it's been about a week now since he stopped). He told us before he got the letter in the mail from the doctor that he felt great as if he were healed, and he was determined to stop smoking that day. He has been doing amazing ever since. And now he is helping us teach his 11 year old son. I got to watch his enthusiasm as he helped explain to Ode about Joseph Smith and Heavenly Father. Just yesterday we taught him the law of Tithing and he accepted that commitment after baptism gladly.
Then there's Sang and Naah, the couple who had read in the Book of Mormon everyday between the week of our first appointment and the second. When we saw them two days ago, Sang told us that since he started seeing us he decided that he should quit drinking Alcohol. He told us about the effort he made so far. It wasn't easy. We hadn't mentioned anything about the word of wisdom yet. I guess we'll do that next time. They are so great to visit each week. They committed to visiting with us three times a week to prepare them for baptism before the new year. I hope they make it!
Boy is an investigator that we have been seeing for a while now. We had no clue at all that he was a smoker. The member who we brought along for that lesson was a miracle. He is 40 years old but he looks like he is maybe 28 or 30. He actually quit smoking over several years before he was baptized. But he was a great testament of the Word of Wisdom and how it helped him be as awesome as he is now. Boy is 30 years old and he was amazed. He was set on quitting that night and seeing how long he could go before setting a goal to quit. But with the help of the Lord and his faith, and a lot of prayer, he hasn't gone back yet. Then we also taught him about the Law of Tithing and the blessings from sacrifice. He is excited as well. He asked us about our missions. We told him how the Apostles and the Prophet received revelation for where we should go and then we go and learn the language. He thought that that was the coolest thing.
All of the investigators who stay and progress are miracles.
As far as thanksgiving is concerned, I'm sure it wasn't nearly as awesome as back home. The experience was more of an eye opening perspective changing one. The house we went to was huge! It was really fancy and there was tons of extra from the 20 people who ate with us. I sat next to a man who makes a living buying Stuff for really cheap from all around the world, especially Thailand where he lives most often, and sells the stuff for 3000% on e-bay. His life is an adventure traveling from place to place all around the world, sometimes for business, mostly for vacation (he is really wealthy). He's been to all of the "best" places and sites. He's climbed mount Everest three times. He explained that he has The Life. All you have to do is find a wife who is adventurous and not mind spending time with family because you only see them maybe once or twice a year. He also said he divorced once. I just kinda listened and marveled while I stuffed my face full of good food. I would be content living in a room with only my family. It was quite a contrast from the lives of the investigators and people that I visit and live around each day. The thanksgiving meal was very good, but, it really didn't compare to the homemade cheese Burger that I sacrificed over.
To say the least it was interesting seeing what was important to him.
Well, I need to go. This week I am basically sick. I don't feel so good. But I'm getting better and I'm confident that I'll be back up and at full capacity in a day or two. Thailand has the best juice I have ever tasted before. And Elder Ewing and I made a grilled cheese sandwich with tomato soup. The Ants here are evil. One of the missionaries who was returning home said in his last words "If you can't beat them, eat them." I tried the alternative... microwaving the ants until they go to the sides of the plate. Works like a charm.
And to answer Crystals Question about the weather. There are seasons here. Right now it's great Arizona weather but the Thai people are freezing. I'll finish talking about it later.
Love Elder Lilly
Nov 26, 2008
Email 11-26-08 Comings and Goings
Dear Family,
Life is going well here in Thailand. We had a Zone meeting yesterday in Petchaburi. It was a great opportunity to assess how well we were doing and think of some ways to improve. We also had interviews with President Dodge. I was actually a bit excited to interview because when you measure progress then progress increases, and when you measure progress and report it then the rate of progress increases. We had another Zone meeting today except it was more of a Zone activity/get together and we all played some games. It was a good experience. The funny thing is that right now I would rather be studying. There's a lot to absorb and learn in the Gospel and I want to teach it the best I can. The more familiar with the scriptures and Preach my Gospel I am the better. Preach My Gospel is the way. It is truly an inspired book. And speaking of learning in the Gospel, this week we taught one of our investigators who is working on quitting smoking. He also has Tuberculosis. The Doctor suggested that he quit smoking after he was fully (not just partially) healed from TB because while he adjusts to quitting his body becomes weaker until it can heal. We already have taught him almost everything he needs to know before he is ready to be baptized. After we taught him this week he was manjai or in other words, he was ready to quit then! He wanted to fight fight! It was so awesome to see his spiritual strength. When I first saw him he could hardly walk and he had to wear a mask. Now he is up and kickin'. He can jog and ride a bike, he doesn't need a mask, and he wants to quit smoking. The Gospel has blessed his life so much. The power of healing and cleansing is one of the great blessings that we can witness before our eyes. There's another man who teaches the investigator/recent convert class at church who is a great example of the blessings of the Gospel. When the missionaries first started teaching him he was a drunkard, pretty lost in life. With only four years of schooling he had only a basic knowledge of reading and writing. Through the commitments to read the scriptures and pray for the spirit, he learned. His Spiritual appetite grew and he gained a desire to learn and feast upon the Words of Christ. His life has completely turned around for the better. He is happy. He is healthy. And as a bonus he is skilled too. He has helped Elder Ewing and I teach investigators a few times already and he was super grateful when I gave him a copy of the Liahona conference talks edition.
For Thanksgiving this week I'll be going to someones house and eating a sweet dinner. That's about all I know about it right now. There's an international ward in Thailand which is basically the source of the Thanksgiving festivities.
As far as the Earthquake goes... oh yeah, it was good. Eight scoops of delicious ice cream, all of my choice, and fudge. I ate it and was full to the brim. Elder Ewing ate it and almost exploded. It was a stretch of capacity for sure... kinda made focusing while we were buying food difficult. But it was worth it. The thing about Thai food is after a while I start craving something of substance... something meaty. A Cheese burger starts to sound reeeeal friendly. I can has Cheese burger? :D *cough* Anyway, last night we decided it was about time, so we bought all of the ingredients, breaded our own chicken and all until we had an awesome construction of complete American origin. Ohh yesss. Course that was after a little smoke fiasco as my companion learned the hard way that the oil doesn't need to be boiling for it to be REALLY hot. But it was, also, worth it all; really filled the spot, if you know what I mean.
As for other business, I checked up on the E-mailing rules and it looks like every E-mail needs to go through my parents E-mail address, and they will forward it to me. Likewise I will just E-mail my parent's address and they can then forward it to everyone else. Everyone can still contact me and I everyone only it will be through my parents first (loren.lilly@gmail.com).
The Judy Clan Thanksgiving reunion sounds like it is going to be awesome, I can't wait to get some pictures of it's greatness.
As it is thanksgiving somewhere in the world it's a good opportunity to remember how blessed all of our lives are. I am grateful for you Mom and Dad. I am grateful for The Spirit. I am grateful for my family. I am grateful that I can focus everything I have to serving God for two years. There's a lot of people who focus on trying to make enough to support their families. I am grateful for great friends and family who write me, for prayers. ...cheese burgers, carpet... :p
Love you all
Have a Happy Thanksgiving
Happy Birthday Spencer!
-Elder Lilly
Life is going well here in Thailand. We had a Zone meeting yesterday in Petchaburi. It was a great opportunity to assess how well we were doing and think of some ways to improve. We also had interviews with President Dodge. I was actually a bit excited to interview because when you measure progress then progress increases, and when you measure progress and report it then the rate of progress increases. We had another Zone meeting today except it was more of a Zone activity/get together and we all played some games. It was a good experience. The funny thing is that right now I would rather be studying. There's a lot to absorb and learn in the Gospel and I want to teach it the best I can. The more familiar with the scriptures and Preach my Gospel I am the better. Preach My Gospel is the way. It is truly an inspired book. And speaking of learning in the Gospel, this week we taught one of our investigators who is working on quitting smoking. He also has Tuberculosis. The Doctor suggested that he quit smoking after he was fully (not just partially) healed from TB because while he adjusts to quitting his body becomes weaker until it can heal. We already have taught him almost everything he needs to know before he is ready to be baptized. After we taught him this week he was manjai or in other words, he was ready to quit then! He wanted to fight fight! It was so awesome to see his spiritual strength. When I first saw him he could hardly walk and he had to wear a mask. Now he is up and kickin'. He can jog and ride a bike, he doesn't need a mask, and he wants to quit smoking. The Gospel has blessed his life so much. The power of healing and cleansing is one of the great blessings that we can witness before our eyes. There's another man who teaches the investigator/recent convert class at church who is a great example of the blessings of the Gospel. When the missionaries first started teaching him he was a drunkard, pretty lost in life. With only four years of schooling he had only a basic knowledge of reading and writing. Through the commitments to read the scriptures and pray for the spirit, he learned. His Spiritual appetite grew and he gained a desire to learn and feast upon the Words of Christ. His life has completely turned around for the better. He is happy. He is healthy. And as a bonus he is skilled too. He has helped Elder Ewing and I teach investigators a few times already and he was super grateful when I gave him a copy of the Liahona conference talks edition.
For Thanksgiving this week I'll be going to someones house and eating a sweet dinner. That's about all I know about it right now. There's an international ward in Thailand which is basically the source of the Thanksgiving festivities.
As far as the Earthquake goes... oh yeah, it was good. Eight scoops of delicious ice cream, all of my choice, and fudge. I ate it and was full to the brim. Elder Ewing ate it and almost exploded. It was a stretch of capacity for sure... kinda made focusing while we were buying food difficult. But it was worth it. The thing about Thai food is after a while I start craving something of substance... something meaty. A Cheese burger starts to sound reeeeal friendly. I can has Cheese burger? :D *cough* Anyway, last night we decided it was about time, so we bought all of the ingredients, breaded our own chicken and all until we had an awesome construction of complete American origin. Ohh yesss. Course that was after a little smoke fiasco as my companion learned the hard way that the oil doesn't need to be boiling for it to be REALLY hot. But it was, also, worth it all; really filled the spot, if you know what I mean.
As for other business, I checked up on the E-mailing rules and it looks like every E-mail needs to go through my parents E-mail address, and they will forward it to me. Likewise I will just E-mail my parent's address and they can then forward it to everyone else. Everyone can still contact me and I everyone only it will be through my parents first (loren.lilly@gmail.com).
The Judy Clan Thanksgiving reunion sounds like it is going to be awesome, I can't wait to get some pictures of it's greatness.
As it is thanksgiving somewhere in the world it's a good opportunity to remember how blessed all of our lives are. I am grateful for you Mom and Dad. I am grateful for The Spirit. I am grateful for my family. I am grateful that I can focus everything I have to serving God for two years. There's a lot of people who focus on trying to make enough to support their families. I am grateful for great friends and family who write me, for prayers. ...cheese burgers, carpet... :p
Love you all
Have a Happy Thanksgiving
Happy Birthday Spencer!
-Elder Lilly
Nov 18, 2008
Email 11-18-2008
Hello!
Today I am going to some sort of Ice Cream store to eat an Earthquake. Supposedly it feeds 8 Thai people. We are ordering two...
I don't like posting the number of Baptismal dates very much because the road to baptism is long and Hard. We try to visit each of our investigators about twice a week to help them continue to be committed and feel the spirit. The Gift of the Holy Ghost is important to the max. (that's how you would phrase it in Thai). Plus we give the baptismal commitment very early and they slowly learn more about it until they are ready. The most obvious thing that you find out about Thai people reeeally quickly is that they don't like to reject you politely. Meaning, they don't like to reject you nicely right in front of your face, instead they typically tell you they don't have ANY time or they will accept your invitation and then avoid you at all costs. Which fact gets really bad when they set up an appointment that they avoid when they live an hour away. That has only happened twice, (the same guy). That's not very typical however, usually they will say they are busy and cancel the appointment over and over again.
But I have to say that they do it because they don't want to reject you harshly or openly. There are so many awesome people here. Last night is a great example. We had taught an investigator only once before and left him and his wife a book of Mormon and a pamphlet. They didn't have a phone so the only way we could contact them was through a less active member who actually referred them to us. Calling her wasn't working out so we decided to drop in for a short visit and hopefully set another appointment. This was a week after our first appointment, a long time especially for only meeting once. So we dropped by and the first thing I noticed was the pamphlet open laying on the floor because they were just reading it. As we explained we were just dropping by for a short visit they told us it was fine and they were open. Then the Husband explained how he was on page 37 (in the book of Mormon) and that when he read about the Prophet being rejected and the people not listening to his words he cried. Woah, that's awesome. And then he and his wife talked about what they had read about with the vision of the tree of life and the fruit. Most investigators have trouble understanding the Scriptures with it's old style of writing. Needless to say the lesson went great and they told us that they believe and are going to church this Sunday for sure. And they are going to have a child soon. Wow.
As far as the language is concerned, it's been pretty tough trying to converse with people like I wanted too. My companion wasn't very good about letting me start a conversation. (I guess he forgets I'm still new sometimes) But I made a goal to always testify or at least contribute to every conversation. When we are sitting down talking about the gospel I do great. When they start talking about random other things it gets more difficult. Also we made a goal for me to invite at least five people a day. So, I'm doing it. The thing about language is it's mostly about faith. If I don't open my mouth, then I don't exercise my faith and I don't help very much. If I do and I screw up then the Spirit will either testify or the person will be hard hearted and not accept anyway. Either way I have to have the desire and the spirit or nothing will work out. Sometimes I can speak so well during a lesson I forget I'm new. Other times I feel really weak in speaking. The spirit is the real teacher whether It helps me speak or not.
It's tough tough tough tough tough. Sometimes I wait for the right time to speak, I think of what I'll, say but that feeling never comes. I can't just not speak! So I have to just use my best judgment and testify.
Anyway,
Thank you all for your support and prayers. I'm excited for the awesome Thanksgiving that is going on back home without me. I can just imagine all the pie and the rolls riiiiight now. Oh yeahhh ...I need to go eat my earthquake.
Today I am going to some sort of Ice Cream store to eat an Earthquake. Supposedly it feeds 8 Thai people. We are ordering two...
I don't like posting the number of Baptismal dates very much because the road to baptism is long and Hard. We try to visit each of our investigators about twice a week to help them continue to be committed and feel the spirit. The Gift of the Holy Ghost is important to the max. (that's how you would phrase it in Thai). Plus we give the baptismal commitment very early and they slowly learn more about it until they are ready. The most obvious thing that you find out about Thai people reeeally quickly is that they don't like to reject you politely. Meaning, they don't like to reject you nicely right in front of your face, instead they typically tell you they don't have ANY time or they will accept your invitation and then avoid you at all costs. Which fact gets really bad when they set up an appointment that they avoid when they live an hour away. That has only happened twice, (the same guy). That's not very typical however, usually they will say they are busy and cancel the appointment over and over again.
But I have to say that they do it because they don't want to reject you harshly or openly. There are so many awesome people here. Last night is a great example. We had taught an investigator only once before and left him and his wife a book of Mormon and a pamphlet. They didn't have a phone so the only way we could contact them was through a less active member who actually referred them to us. Calling her wasn't working out so we decided to drop in for a short visit and hopefully set another appointment. This was a week after our first appointment, a long time especially for only meeting once. So we dropped by and the first thing I noticed was the pamphlet open laying on the floor because they were just reading it. As we explained we were just dropping by for a short visit they told us it was fine and they were open. Then the Husband explained how he was on page 37 (in the book of Mormon) and that when he read about the Prophet being rejected and the people not listening to his words he cried. Woah, that's awesome. And then he and his wife talked about what they had read about with the vision of the tree of life and the fruit. Most investigators have trouble understanding the Scriptures with it's old style of writing. Needless to say the lesson went great and they told us that they believe and are going to church this Sunday for sure. And they are going to have a child soon. Wow.
As far as the language is concerned, it's been pretty tough trying to converse with people like I wanted too. My companion wasn't very good about letting me start a conversation. (I guess he forgets I'm still new sometimes) But I made a goal to always testify or at least contribute to every conversation. When we are sitting down talking about the gospel I do great. When they start talking about random other things it gets more difficult. Also we made a goal for me to invite at least five people a day. So, I'm doing it. The thing about language is it's mostly about faith. If I don't open my mouth, then I don't exercise my faith and I don't help very much. If I do and I screw up then the Spirit will either testify or the person will be hard hearted and not accept anyway. Either way I have to have the desire and the spirit or nothing will work out. Sometimes I can speak so well during a lesson I forget I'm new. Other times I feel really weak in speaking. The spirit is the real teacher whether It helps me speak or not.
It's tough tough tough tough tough. Sometimes I wait for the right time to speak, I think of what I'll, say but that feeling never comes. I can't just not speak! So I have to just use my best judgment and testify.
Anyway,
Thank you all for your support and prayers. I'm excited for the awesome Thanksgiving that is going on back home without me. I can just imagine all the pie and the rolls riiiiight now. Oh yeahhh ...I need to go eat my earthquake.
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